Staring through a moonless night,
Watching as the World spins by,
I write a ponder about the if-onlys,
And should've-beens,
And all of the empty, heartfelt whys.
I ponder in my mind only,
As the words I speak are influent,
And my well of tears has run dry.
Like a lonely Flower in the Attic,
I start to grieve for all of my stolen years of youth.
Taken from my by siblings, fathers, friends, and ex-lovers.
One by one they stole my little bits of pride.
I no longer smile at objects of once-held beauty.
The hobbies which so preoccupied my time,
I can only sit and stare through.
I think "Why try?".
Theres no longer a hot need for mu
I haven't been on here in a long time nor have I been doing any writing or photography. My life has been pretty crappy and I've had not time for it.
To start off, since the last time I had a journal entry, I've been very sick. I was diagnosed with Mono back in February and though most of the symptoms of the virus are gone, I am still extremely fatigued and have a constantly swollen spleen. I never realized how having a swollen spleen can make a person not be able do ANYTHING in life. I'm not allowed to even bend over :/ Fun, yes? This is the short version of all my medical problems that occurred in February and the beginning of March.
Also,
I've been really busy with school and work and...work and school, lol.
I have a new job now..Yay? Def :) I work at Family Video which is totally kickass and I love it. I haven't had much time to even try out my camera but maybe now that we have some snow I'll take some photos :) I love the snow.
This is just a small update as nothing much has changed with me but for the whole job situation.....Well, I have a car too now..Which helps lol
Until next time...Whenever that may be.